Smile

Don't be sad now. Smile. I realize I've been taking you for granted the past few weeks. But please do understand how things are at the moment. My job is hard. I need to focus all my energies to it. I know I've been at it for the past five months, but you know, the pressure's never been this overwhelming. I'm still on my way up the learning curve. Wait a moment (in my work, that's a couple months) and everything will naturally fall in place. Equilibrium. Once that happens, we will be enjoying the fruits of our labor not just during my payday, but everyday. In the meantime, smile. Think of your birthday and our trip. Most importantly, try to acknowledge how blessed we were, we are, and we will be. And yeah, gym plans are definitely a priority.

Today

Today is the 12th of September. That's three days before my girlfriend's payday and twelve days before mine. As an overseas Filipino worker based here in Singapore, I am accustomed to passing time through these dates. The tedious routine of working, eating and sleeping has made time largely irrelevant. What's left to measure is the amount put on my savings account on the last Friday of every month.

I woke up late today. I stayed until 6 watching Federer lose yet again.

My blog is drab. I haven't picked up a pen in ages to write something worthwhile. And so I feel like I am plodding through this.

Today is the start of my blog. I am doing this to revive my writing skills and not let it die in some hell called youth. So help me God.